Wive's Against COD

So if it wasnt enough to have Call of duty take up most of my husbands interest's. Now theres a new game called Medal of Honor( same concept as Call of Duty). These two games make people who dont normally play video games.(aka my husband) too suddenly gamers and ignoring the world around them any chance they get. I think i speak for many wive's out there when i say we need to start a revolt and take a stand against these games that are talking over our husbands mind. I say we start a Wive's against Call Of Duty!

10 things i left unsaid

well I have come to a point where i feel something isn't right, and something needs to change in my life ..or I will be going down the same path that I promised my self I wouldn't go down. And as i sit here all i can thing are all the things i left unsaid to people that i care about and here are just a few. they don't apply to just one person in my life they apply to the many people that have been with meand had an effect or impact some way in my life.

1. I am who I am please do not try to change my character.
2. Im in no ways perfect but neither are you.
3. Love me for who i am, and not what you want me to be.
4. Quit making a big deal about my views and opinions, just like you I have them too.
5. Please don't twist every word I say, to make them your own.
6. Don't be scared to be straight forward with me. I love honesty.
7. Sometimes theres a time and place where you need to mind your own business, and i will do the same.
8. I cant live my life through your eyes, so let me live my life through my own.
9. your in no position to judge me.
10. sometimes you need to take your own advice.

*Dianna*

so super excited!

So dont get me wrong its nice being home, but i have to say the more and more i think about getting back home to new mexico i get a little excited. I get to spend the summer with my hubby cause he is now not going anywhere, meaning there is a lot we have planned to do for the summer, We have a few outdoor trips to make, things in new mexico we still need to explore.Im really looking forward to it. I also will be starting school soon, and the more and more i think about my life and what i want to do as a career path, i still keep moving towards beauty school. I really would love to do a job in cosmotology, makeup, fashion consulting ect.. i know some people might look at that as a very risky career decision, but i figure im young its my life, and i wont know if its for me until i take the chance. I had also considered doing something in marketing/advertising, cause i also think it would be awsome to be able to put together fashion, makeup, commercial adds. but as you can see it all ends up going back to the fashion beauty area. So i am going to take a chance. Look for schools, and see how it all turns out for me. I have always enjoyed fashion, and shopping , and would even love to get a job as a image consultant. So heres to my life and what i make of it ;) wish me luck!

ok the wait is over!

Well here is the big news i did not want to disclose in the last blog. I came home to illinois for a visit! there! I said it and i suceeded in keeping it a secret...well kinda. anyway i was supposed to come home for like 3 months cause my husband was suppose to deploy, which would have given me a chance to start summer school here. but at the last minute, they changed his plans. soo.. now i am going to stay here for like a month, and just make a nice trip out of it. From what it sounds like right now. mike is going to fly down and meet me the first week of june, and then drive back with me. Thats all i know for right now. well have to end this short, about to go have a margarita and lunch with my momma! Dianna

If you only knew!

Well things have gotten better since the last blog i had, I think i was just having a really down week or something. Things have also came up.. and pretty soon a lot is going to change, But its not really bad change..i know the suspense, but i cant say yet what it is...so on that note i will leave the world guessing till next time. I know Evil right! Dianna

sooo confused

OK I dont know what is wrong with me, but i feel so confused right now. Part of me Is really down, and i dont know the exact reason why. I have so much going through my head right now, its crazy!. I want to go home for a little and clear my head and all, and ive even considered, going to school back at home and seeing how i feel and try to gather my thoughts and all. I talked to mike about it and he just says that he doesnt want to hold me back. I feel like im hurting him and i dont want too, but i cant figure out what is the best thing to do right now..... im so confused. I knew this life was not going to be easy, I already had that in mind. So why am I feeling this way??

weird...

Ok for the past few days I have been feeling really weird. Ive been having weird ass dreams, and I feel like I'm sad most of the time..I know it sounds like im depressed but im not. Maybe its just the job getting to me, and maybe im just really tired. But I just feel different and I cant explain it. Maybe its just cause im a female, and we get that way sometimes. lol I dont know..
So some friends of mine i made down here are going home for awhile. One girl is going home to be with family cause her husband is deployed, and she miscarried a baby. So she is going to be with family for like a month. Another girl is going for like two months, to just be with family while her husband is deployed. Im happy that mike didnt deploy and all...but i kinda wish i was going home for a little while. I know my family misses me, and i do too...and my birthday is coming up. But iIhave a feeling tickets would be too expensive to go right now, and we just went back for christmas. So it doesnt look like that will happen this time. I am going to keep an eye on prices though and see what deals they have to offer . well im out for now. Dianna

I need a change

I dont know how much more of this crap Ican take from work. They have been working my ass off now for some reason, i hardly have anydays off anymore,and Ihave these powertrip old ladies riding my ass all the time. Im just ready for a change. I feel so out of my element at this job. I miss being behind a desk. Are there even any legitimate work at home jobs out there?yea .....probably not. Well i did start selling Meet Mark which is part of avon, but more trendy. I really like it but its to early to tell how well its going to do becaause im waiting on my business cards, and i just started it a few weeks ago. Im excited about it though. If i can get a nice customer base. Then Im so just sticking with it, and then that would be a legitimate work at home job. :)
Well I do get this weekend off, which will be nice. Mike had mentioned something about going to EL Paso, with a couple we know here on base. Mike works with the husband at the shop.Im excited. Ive been wanting to go to ElPaso since we have been here, and it will be nice to get out of this little town for a little bit. The last time mike and I really got to do anything together was valentines day NIGHT. the reason i had put night like that is because during the daytime i was stuck working, so really we had to rush to dinner, and then we saw a late movie. But i still enjoyed it with him. It was the highlight of my day.He got me this gorgeous diamond neclace in the shape of a penguin, cause he knows thats that I love penguins. Igot him a new sports watch, because he needed a replacement, and i remember him mentioning it .:) I enjoyed Valentines Night very much.lol
Well Im already exhausted, and my head hurts from work earlier.So Im going to call it a day.

Well its finally happened!

We are Officially Finally in our new housing on base. It sucked having to move again for like the 3rd time. But at least we are settled here for the next few years; and not the next few months like before. I was kinda sad leaving the apartment, they were really nice. but i didnt like the pet rules. but we actually found out that the lady who told us the outrageous price was fired. Other people supposedly complained about her lies. Karmas a bitch..but,We missed our dogs, and it sucked having to have our dogs at other peoples homes when we just wanted them with us. But we thank everyone that watched our dogs because if it wasnt for them we would have had to drive all the way back to illinois to drop them off, just to find out a few weeks after we got the house. So we are very appreciative of the help we received.
Now we are completely moved in, and the downstairs looks livable. We unpacked and the kitchen looks like a kitchen ,and the living room looks like a living room.,and it only took an entire weekend to do it. The upstairs is about done. We just need to finish a little in our room and unpack the office room. so....not too much left.
Thank goodness we dont pay utilities anymore, because I have had to do so much laundry since I've been here; cleaning up clothes that has been packed,it smelled all dusty. Its nice not having to worry about expences like rent, utilites,water ,or trash. All that is included in his BAH no matter how much is used.
You can only get one channel on base with the antenna, and we cant pick up anyones internet like we could at the apartment. so.. we decided to get that.
So far im really liking it on base with my hubby. We are both like 5 min from work. We have friends that live on base that we can see easier now. All in all its good living so far.

And it Starts.....

So we Make it back safely from our trip to visit family in Illinois, and We are both super excited to be bringing our dogs back with us this time. Im am sad i will say because of the fact that i will miss family back home and i know this is really hard on them....it doesnt help that we took our dogs away from the environment they were used to for so many years. I felt bad because my dog was so used to being with Benji(my moms Yorkie) and my mom. And Jerry had Heidi (mikes Moms dog) for so long. and now im afraid they will be lost with out them. My Mom and his mom were really sad because they grew attached to our dogs. I hope time heals all wounds, cause we feel really bad right now.
Now that we have them both here we are happy and have been trying to get them used to their new home. which so far has been pretty easy. They seem to be addapting well.
We had just gotten in yesterday at around 3:00pm. and all was going well until my husband today one day after them being here gets word that someone has been complaining about a big dog and that we are not picking up his mess after he goes. Which is bullshit cause one we have the shit bags to prove it, and Two we were only here 1 day, and his dog hasnt done anything to cause attention to himself. So Tomorrow mike is going to go talk to the landlord and see if he can work something out with her because now she is saying also that it is a $400 dollar deposit for each dog! which is shit cause we asked how much it would be just in case we brought the dogs ealry and she said $250! and now she is saying no dogs over 35 pounds. But we know thats shit cause we see big dogs out around the complex all the time. I so hope mike can work something out with her cause if now we will have to move out to one of the older houses on base because its available right now. So basically we would have waited all this time to get a newer house which would have been done any day between now and february, for nothing!. im frustrated with this whole situation and im just going to hope for the best! What a year this is starting out to be..... until next time... Dianna