10 things i left unsaid

well I have come to a point where i feel something isn't right, and something needs to change in my life ..or I will be going down the same path that I promised my self I wouldn't go down. And as i sit here all i can thing are all the things i left unsaid to people that i care about and here are just a few. they don't apply to just one person in my life they apply to the many people that have been with meand had an effect or impact some way in my life.

1. I am who I am please do not try to change my character.
2. Im in no ways perfect but neither are you.
3. Love me for who i am, and not what you want me to be.
4. Quit making a big deal about my views and opinions, just like you I have them too.
5. Please don't twist every word I say, to make them your own.
6. Don't be scared to be straight forward with me. I love honesty.
7. Sometimes theres a time and place where you need to mind your own business, and i will do the same.
8. I cant live my life through your eyes, so let me live my life through my own.
9. your in no position to judge me.
10. sometimes you need to take your own advice.

*Dianna*

so super excited!

So dont get me wrong its nice being home, but i have to say the more and more i think about getting back home to new mexico i get a little excited. I get to spend the summer with my hubby cause he is now not going anywhere, meaning there is a lot we have planned to do for the summer, We have a few outdoor trips to make, things in new mexico we still need to explore.Im really looking forward to it. I also will be starting school soon, and the more and more i think about my life and what i want to do as a career path, i still keep moving towards beauty school. I really would love to do a job in cosmotology, makeup, fashion consulting ect.. i know some people might look at that as a very risky career decision, but i figure im young its my life, and i wont know if its for me until i take the chance. I had also considered doing something in marketing/advertising, cause i also think it would be awsome to be able to put together fashion, makeup, commercial adds. but as you can see it all ends up going back to the fashion beauty area. So i am going to take a chance. Look for schools, and see how it all turns out for me. I have always enjoyed fashion, and shopping , and would even love to get a job as a image consultant. So heres to my life and what i make of it ;) wish me luck!

ok the wait is over!

Well here is the big news i did not want to disclose in the last blog. I came home to illinois for a visit! there! I said it and i suceeded in keeping it a secret...well kinda. anyway i was supposed to come home for like 3 months cause my husband was suppose to deploy, which would have given me a chance to start summer school here. but at the last minute, they changed his plans. soo.. now i am going to stay here for like a month, and just make a nice trip out of it. From what it sounds like right now. mike is going to fly down and meet me the first week of june, and then drive back with me. Thats all i know for right now. well have to end this short, about to go have a margarita and lunch with my momma! Dianna